This is a rough of what I just wrote....I finally felt inspired to write- Take away what you will.
I am washed feeling the pain of this loneliness, seeking comfort that I shall not find in the those who enter to console…I wish for a vanquish of emotion in my life, for objects of desire with no stake. I long for a love that shall not be tempted into being removed and I have a heart for those who hurt -yet I remain –untouched, as an oxymoron of thoughts.
I have a block of nothing - I cannot write well to express my individuality and my muse has become my distant past so I cannot create within a new cure…I want to feel nothing as you wrap your arms up and play interested in things you shan’t…I pray to exhale the smell of request, of your mere attendance displaying an empty bow without an audience.
With each exhale I leave nothing to imagination but fruitlessness and anger, so I place a label on the boredom that I have come acquainted with to replace…it offers me no solace which sucks!...
As a new begins, I realize that I am in sheer desperation as I need an outlet to my frustration…I have a cloak of being that is deserted and efforts have placed themselves in an attempt to remain dark.
At this point I know not what I scribble because insomnia has taken over and now I have no pill to wash closed eyes among the needy…I had an almost wish for my muse to take part of my quiet anger to bring flesh smelled colors to life...yet I realize great pain comes with knowing that truths beginning.
I grow bored of this attempt to create a line on a page that continues and aspire for a cloud of smoke to come and leave its fog upon me bringing misplaced judgement.
Now I sit in the heart that has become my temperature impending the realization that I have found a clue to my prose that was considered lost…Ending a note that made no sense to end...allowed the gaze of this game you play that I have no time for, therefore I continue with my life’s pleasures.
I wish for a wash of emotion that can take me from this place where no destructive behaviors lie to torment the reality of which I am.
Can it just wash over me to take away all that I need, leaving only fragments for my education as I wish not a recurrence of the simple ideas brought forth from childhood. A cavity of anger washes over me to understand of what I will be given, something higher than I had imagined…How I wish for a wash- an emptiness that fills all voids to enclose happiness without a nuisance of longing, only a wash on clean fabrics-fresh and exhilarating… O how I wish for a wash.
Now I close my taste at a halt and let it wash over
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
`How to Hook Up Your Bathroom...So You Can Hook Up Later!'
Why is it that women suffer through the nastiness of men’s bathrooms? There is nothing worst than the smell of urine that has been festering and now baked into a guy’s toilet. I think that guys should start to understand of how they are looked at when a lady visits you for the first time to enter into a bathroom that has been hit by a hurricane. Do you want her to return? Or, do you want her to run screaming and holding her nose like she just smelled the equivalent to the world’s sewer consumption.
As a woman, there is nothing more attractive than a clean man, I mean you can be a manly man and still be clean, it is possible. But seriously men, a little cleanser can go a long way especially when it comes to hooking up with that hottie you met on your way to the gym. How many women do you have to turn away that never return until you’ve figured out that your bathroom scared her away? It is that serious.
I know that it hard for some guys to commit time and energy to cleaning up what some call the nastiest part of the house, but hey if means that you might get lucky and keep a woman around-do you not think it’s worth 10 minutes? Yes, that right I’ve broken it down to a science; that is if your bathroom is not borderline landfill. It is possible to clean your bathroom to the point of, “Oh, that’s nice” or “I can’t wait to see you again.”
First things being equal buy cleaning supplies, yes the products you use can actually cut time in half and eliminate how much cleaning you have to do; and no you do not have to spend a fortune on cleaning supplies.
The first task in ‘getting to clean’ should be started in your shower, the place you will work at getting this hottie sometime in the future. There is a simple cleaning mix you can create with a spray bottle, rubbing alcohol, and white vinegar, items that I should hope you have in the pantry. Mix components, shake and use on your showers doors and mirrors. Oh and for the grime and scum, simply use Orange Brite™ Cleanser by Comet and this will do the trick, it cost less than 5 bucks and will also add a orange scent that will be equally attractive to your new visitor. Time equals about 3 minutes which results in the start of a spotless bathroom.
The next fearless task, is the cleaning of the toilet and floors. Now this task may eat away at the remaining 7 minutes depending on how dirty and utterly horrid it is. For this you will need, gloves (yes gloves, because I’m sure you wouldn’t want your hands to touch any waste that has decided to remain). Clean and Flush™ Flushable Toilet Cleaning System by Comet (which really helps, cause you don’t have to get down and dirty with the toilet) will do the trick. It’s a toilet wand that is easy to use and will allow you to have a radiant toilet, without touching the filth or you guys case- debris of leftovers.
The floors are simple, buy a broom; you know that sweepy looking thing that witches in movies fly on, something that most have avoided. This take less than two minutes and you will have completed the task to a workable bathroom that will impress your new visitor into amazement, because every other guy she’s dated was a nasty slob and never, ever had a clean bathroom; and you will diminish those moments where she had to push the guy away to run to the nearest potpourri aisle to recover making her take you in her arms.
So now, do you think this task is doable? Wouldn’t you rather make an impression that brings about lasting visits to your humble abode? This is sure make a enduring fancy by your visitor, and when your boys hang out at your place they will not be afraid to venture in to the walls of doom formerly know as your bathroom. They will be impressed and ask for your advice, because you are the man and the guy they always wanted to be. They will give you high-fives because you are with the hottest woman that is impressed by your cleanliness. All of these efforts will be given unsaid thanks and gratitude, and of course: Mission complete, you have a repeat visitor (a woman)!
© 2005 Zequille Nicole Johnson
As a woman, there is nothing more attractive than a clean man, I mean you can be a manly man and still be clean, it is possible. But seriously men, a little cleanser can go a long way especially when it comes to hooking up with that hottie you met on your way to the gym. How many women do you have to turn away that never return until you’ve figured out that your bathroom scared her away? It is that serious.
I know that it hard for some guys to commit time and energy to cleaning up what some call the nastiest part of the house, but hey if means that you might get lucky and keep a woman around-do you not think it’s worth 10 minutes? Yes, that right I’ve broken it down to a science; that is if your bathroom is not borderline landfill. It is possible to clean your bathroom to the point of, “Oh, that’s nice” or “I can’t wait to see you again.”
First things being equal buy cleaning supplies, yes the products you use can actually cut time in half and eliminate how much cleaning you have to do; and no you do not have to spend a fortune on cleaning supplies.
The first task in ‘getting to clean’ should be started in your shower, the place you will work at getting this hottie sometime in the future. There is a simple cleaning mix you can create with a spray bottle, rubbing alcohol, and white vinegar, items that I should hope you have in the pantry. Mix components, shake and use on your showers doors and mirrors. Oh and for the grime and scum, simply use Orange Brite™ Cleanser by Comet and this will do the trick, it cost less than 5 bucks and will also add a orange scent that will be equally attractive to your new visitor. Time equals about 3 minutes which results in the start of a spotless bathroom.
The next fearless task, is the cleaning of the toilet and floors. Now this task may eat away at the remaining 7 minutes depending on how dirty and utterly horrid it is. For this you will need, gloves (yes gloves, because I’m sure you wouldn’t want your hands to touch any waste that has decided to remain). Clean and Flush™ Flushable Toilet Cleaning System by Comet (which really helps, cause you don’t have to get down and dirty with the toilet) will do the trick. It’s a toilet wand that is easy to use and will allow you to have a radiant toilet, without touching the filth or you guys case- debris of leftovers.
The floors are simple, buy a broom; you know that sweepy looking thing that witches in movies fly on, something that most have avoided. This take less than two minutes and you will have completed the task to a workable bathroom that will impress your new visitor into amazement, because every other guy she’s dated was a nasty slob and never, ever had a clean bathroom; and you will diminish those moments where she had to push the guy away to run to the nearest potpourri aisle to recover making her take you in her arms.
So now, do you think this task is doable? Wouldn’t you rather make an impression that brings about lasting visits to your humble abode? This is sure make a enduring fancy by your visitor, and when your boys hang out at your place they will not be afraid to venture in to the walls of doom formerly know as your bathroom. They will be impressed and ask for your advice, because you are the man and the guy they always wanted to be. They will give you high-fives because you are with the hottest woman that is impressed by your cleanliness. All of these efforts will be given unsaid thanks and gratitude, and of course: Mission complete, you have a repeat visitor (a woman)!
© 2005 Zequille Nicole Johnson
Friday, February 01, 2008
My Sweet Temptation
My sweetest temptation…you are blind by my ambition to leave you…I wish for nothing more that my sanity restored to a point of consistency
I wish nothing more of you, yet when your words flow over me, I forget all sense of how to walk away…I see your honesty on levels of sold distances and I wish I could play meaning on my IPOD.
I long for the cold brisk of truth to set in with each encounter to revolt me back to life…back to open eyes…back to see you for what you truly are.
No pun against your existence, yet I have a life to live…and with each moment of our shared existence I know that am wasting valuables that we can never obtain…
Why does an allowance of torment live in this reality? We know that nothing remains after I leave, so enjoy one more moment of that glimpse… Your heart begs to be seen, yet I have no eyes for that part of my soul…All is lost on you and I know this yet I cannot bring myself to resist you…
And each time I say no, my heart speaks yes to open the flood gates of confusion over us well again…you sing peace to my flesh and the company of you warms my spirit…I cannot begin to forget all of the time spent…notice I did not say wasted, as I feel now it was never a waste to be blessed with your life’s burdens…
I seek the candle’s flame to relive the moments of transpiration... Entanglement, bewilderment and speech…. Can you forget the hours or the places or me? I never knew the amount of respect you did have, because disrespect seemed so glorious…and what of it… now does not represent a time of a future for us, so why do I harp on this notion of explanation to myself.
Smile sweet innocence that once foretold our history, until that first moment. When I just made a decision…I need a quiet moment to myself in my mind that plays no DVDs of you. I should just leave the place of caffeine and sit in the warmth of a place with new stories that re-played to have sustenance prepared internally.
And as I sit and watch the interaction of those unknowingly, it’s common to me that I wish for an entrance of something that will not occur… I must close this lid now and leave, for I am not comfortable here anymore, I seek my sweet temptation.
1/27/08 2:49pm- Wyzequeen
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